I love when people ask me what I am doing after graduation....
<p>The conversation usually goes something like this....</p> <p><em>"Congratulations on your graduation! So what's next? Law school?"</em></p> <p><em>"Well, that was the plan for a while, but a lot has changed in the past year. I'm actually moving to Jamaica to serve as a missionary there for a while."</em></p> <p><em>"Oh, that'll be a great thing to be able to put on your resume"</em></p> <p>It this point I typically just smile and nod, but I want to take this chance to tell a little bit of why I am doing this, because concern for my resume certainly did not move me to this decision. </p> <p>Two years ago, I was blessed with the opportunity to go on my first mission to Jamaica. I actually almost dropped out because I knew it would be waaay out of my comfort zone. But the Lord prepared my heart for this work in incredible ways, both at home and with my friends and especially in my prayer. I learned a ton during that time, but above all I think I learned what it meant to find my identity in Christ, to finally feel like I was being who I was created to be. It ignited and amplified a lot of desires in my heart that taught me about myself. And by "myself" I mean who I truly am as a Christian striving to faithfully respond to my baptisimal call. </p> <p>And the more I learned about the missionary vocation of the Church and read the words of St. Paul and our Holy Fathers, my heart was burning. Everything about mission work semed to fulfill these new desires I was finding in myself. Not that I've perfected this idea by any means, but living half of a Christian life has never made sense to me, and it doesn't seemed to have made sense to any of the early Christians. <strong>And what is the New Evangelization but a return to the urgency and Spirit of the first disciples as they were sent at the Great Commissioning?</strong></p> <p><strong><br /></strong>So when I was asked to return and lead another trip to Jamaica, I took this trip to discern returning as a long-term missionary. And what I found was that there was something about the Jamaican people themselves that was pulling my heart toward them. I have never felt such an intense love for a <em>people</em> as a whole, such a strong desire for a <em>nation</em> to know the Lord. The thrill or "experience" of a mission trip couldn't have moved me to this decision. What my heart broke for was the daily in and out with these people. Living through their struggles with them, and kneeling by their side to pray in both dispair and in thanksgiving. Holding a dying woman attempting to sing her favorite hymn and showering a child with a love they have never known. I don't fully understand how, but I know these people will play a pivitol role in my vocaation. </p> <p><strong>We go because we have been called and as Blessed John Paul II observed, a missionary lives with the knowledge that his heart will be satisfied by nothing but answering this call.</strong></p>