My name is Tamar. I am a professional photographer living in Los Angeles (You can check out my website here at www.tamarlevine.com.). A few years ago, my grandmother, Dorothea Austin Banner, was diagnosed with Alzheimer's. She is my last living grandparent, and a Holocaust survivor. I didn't think at the time what this would mean to my family, our history, and our future. Last year I visited her in NY. I had my camera and took some snapshots of the house, not really thinking about an outcome. Looking at these photos a year later has made me realize I will very much regret it if I don't go back to New York and take some photos of her, and document as much of her and her home as I can.
On a personal level, It is important for me to document the last of her generation, before she and her world fade away. I was too young when my other grandparents passed away, so I never had the chance to photograph them, and I only have images that other people took. While I cherish these photos, I am more connected to the photographs I take myself, with the memories that take place behind the lens. My grandmother is the link to other generations- she never told me about them and now she never will. However, by exploring memory, loss, and time, I want to search for the personal beauty in the not-so-beautiful details, and search for memories lost. The remnants of what I remember of as a kid are still there, buried under scratched paintings and dusty menorahs. I need to go back and dig deeper.
The money I raise on indigogo.com will be used for my plane tickets to New York, for equipment rental once I get there, marketing costs, and printing and framing costs as I hope to show these in a gallery once I am finished with the series. If I don't reach my entire goal, I can at least get to New York and take some photos!
I hope to include some great perks to make it worth your while and your money! I understand if you do not or cannot help monetarily, and I would be thrilled if you could just share this project with others.
Please check out the images below to see what I have shot so far.








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